For centuries, the Bible and other highly censored texts have tried to tell us that Mary Magdalene was a prostitute, an unworthy woman, possessed by 7 devils, while she was an initiate of the temple of Isis who possessed wisdom and knowledge about life itself and the sacred sexual energy. She degenerated into the personification of the sacred feminine principle, the high priestess, not the seductress, but the woman who inspires and supports the sacred masculine principle to step forward, leaving actions from fear or overwhelm, lies and deceit.
At the end of the last century, so-called secret manuscripts surfaced, revealing Mary Magdalene's actual role. These texts revealed that she was in fact one of the most important apostles of Jesus Christ and that the love between them was a sacred, sacred love, the epitome of unconditionality. She had to ensure that Jesus could do his work and empower him by her presence to endure what he had to endure. Meanwhile, Mary Magdalene and Jesus Christ are seen as twin souls, the embodiment of the ultimate love between man and woman. The love between Mary Magdalene and Jesus Christ, their being one, was kept secret in these censored texts, it was denied, as it were, and so Mary Magdalene disappeared into the shadows: her value, her wisdom, her purity and her enormous love potential, were not recognised by the ruling patriarchs. It was not expected, that she would still obtain such an important role in the development of this world and love. The world.... WE, however, are now ready to make that huge shift in our perception of love, we are ready to tackle our fears, hence the many encounters between twin souls. We go through the process where everything that is not in truth is destroyed, eradicated root by root. Needless to say how intense and frightening this is and how it feels like dying.

Women step out of their shadow, by first fully embracing it, and they increasingly embody the pure feminine principle, stepping out of their improper role and increasingly taking on the primal pure feminine energy. This entails, that they definitively refuse to stay in the shadows any longer and increasingly accept their pure love power without needing outside confirmation. In doing so, they create a cosmic shift in those who embody the masculine energy, for the masculine principle follows when the feminine principle has gone through its process.

You probably experienced in your connection with your essential other that you were not actually part of his life. There were moments of contact, often including incredibly profound exchanges of love, regardless of whether you were physically present together or not. After such intense moments, usually conversations or, in some cases, actual physical togetherness, another phase of distance followed. This pattern could continue for years. Either way, the other determined the frequency of the contact and disappeared or reported as the energy of what was exchanged could integrate. Whatever happened and however close it seemed to be at times, removal soon followed and the fact remained that the other was not there for you and probably no one knew of your existence. You were a shadow woman. You were the one the other could contact in order to recharge, nourish, feel good and get a taste of the feeling of home for a while, only to have gained so much energy again that another could reap the benefits.

Everyone else but you. You were left empty-handed. Was this because you were so unimportant, didn't matter? No, it was precisely because contact with you was so intense, so unprecedented, that it was too overwhelming and the other, once he had tasted this incredibly profound love connection, was drawn back to you again and again to get his next dose, which you kept giving because it was just as overwhelming for you and you needed this just as much. The noise of the personalities caused tearing processes, so tearing and breaking down everything you once believed in, that at some point you reached the point that enough was enough. Not from willpower, but because there was nothing left in you to lose, nothing left to long for, no hopes, no expectations, nothing left. The disillusionment was complete, the answers failed, as did any sign of progress. You were left with only yourself and thus achieved a renewed state of being!

From this connection with yourself, you said hello to everything that lacks integrity, you even said hello to those with whom you feel this unbreakable connection. If you have not yet reached that point of refusing to be a shadow woman, know that this is in the offing, because the whole process is for you to fully stand in your own power and connect with your own integrity feminine energy! This also embraces integrity towards yourself! You don't have to do your best for it, it is a natural consequence of everything you go through within this connection. You rise like a Phoenix from the ashes.

On your path, you come across everything you need and that's how I came across Greek-Australian Katrina Loukas a few days ago. And although, over time, I always manage reasonably well to articulate what I am experiencing and living inwardly, and what the inner process entails, her card laying in which she named the SHEKINAH FIX was a huge confirmation of everything I had felt and concluded. My heart leapt at seeing so much like-mindedness. I am happy to share her wisdom with you because this woman feels very pure to me. Not everything will be entirely new info for the people who regularly read my articles and whispers, because I have been writing about this for years, but I find her personal input in this story particularly worthwhile. In summary, it comes down to this:

SHEKINAH FIX

If you don't live in your truth, you run away from love and regularly know desperate moments when you need a boost and urgent affirmation from outside. You then need a quick "fix", so you feel relief for a moment from your self-imposed imprisonment. However, that fix only works for a certain period of time, and then you need another fix. That fix can only be obtained from the shadow women or the so-called hidden, secret women, women who serve the whole and have depth, but who are also allowed to become even more aware themselves of their love potential, how to deal with their sexuality, and what they have come here to put down in this world. The first encounter is overwhelming and then the search starts to experience more and more of the same. There is a search everywhere, woman after woman after woman, except at the love source itself, outside the so-called fix moments, because after all, that profound love is linked to profound fears. Sexuality that embraces much more than sex alone, because often there is not even physical contact involved, is used in this way, actually abused as it were...... It works like a drug. The men are not really present because they are not living in their truth. They absorb everything sleepily and recklessly. The process for the men embraces developing the courage to admit this love and start living in their truth.

When you refuse to be the temporary fix, then the man has to step into his truth. When you refuse to serve as a temporary release for someone then the process for the other person only begins. This doesn't work from willpower, but it involves an essential inner felt refusal by women to serve any longer as a source of energy for men who are so overwhelmed by the connection and so afraid of everything this love evokes in them, while at the same time also knowing deep down that this is true love. In effect, you stop energetically supporting the patterns that keep you yourself in the shadows and which cause you to deny yourself.

Then the process of awareness begins in men so that they can step into their pure masculine energy. We are massively addressing and transforming our fear of love so that we can truly meet and leave behind relationships based on conditioning and all sorts of improper motives as much as possible.
You as a woman know if you have incarnated here at this time to be of service to the greater good, you know what you have come here to do and what you have come here to put down. You know if you belong to the shadow women who had to protect their energy before they could go public. You know, without knowing how you know it, that your whole existence and life purpose is connected to love. When you have met your essential other, you are one of those women. You embody an enormous love potential that may be released. The masculine and feminine energies are balanced with each other.

The man may start turning towards masculine truth, he may start opening his heart to himself and looking at true love. In this process, after the woman's refusal to serve as SHEKINAH fix, he is forced to look at it and at all that has been, how he has acted. This also forces him to make a choice. A choice that will determine the rest of his life: he is no longer supported in creating falsehoods, he is helped to follow a new path, the path of his truth!
In the meantime, the woman invests her sexual energy in her work and as a result, he looks at the chaos he has caused and builds the bridge back to himself. However, the woman has become very cautious and perhaps even reluctant to allow any more love and yet love has balanced itself in you, because of everything you have experienced and lived in this connection. Your love is reciprocated with integrity and not tainted, once you have reached that anchor point in yourself where you distance yourself from all that has been. Make no mistake, your love is very powerful, otherwise you could never have been a SHEKINAH fix. You have not run away, you have faced everything, even your greatest fears and you are still standing, you are still here, so you let everything integrate for a while. You left the drama behind and the distortions are transformed.

© Maria Quesada