The intense and overwhelming twin soul process has so far been destined to allow the one who embodies the feminine energy to descend into the dark depths of herself and face her "demons" there. It also releases the abuse of power, humiliation and oppression of the feminine energy by the ruling patriarchy. Physical release is very important now, the energy stored in you through the whole process is allowed to flow away. so you can meet again!

Violent and intense things happen during the process of attraction and repulsion. These events lead to one or more climaxes, where you feel compelled to close the door. Often this happens from your ego, because your boundary has been crossed or because the fear is so great that you prefer to step back for a while.

However, there is also a kind of imposed distance, introduced by an inexplicable feeling, not necessarily driven by an emotion. Without then being able to explain it yourself, there is no longer contact. And this can go on for weeks, months, years. This is not about the short triggers followed by a short distance, but it is really about a substantial distance, where you can barely feel the other person either. And then it goes off.....

Then you enter that inner hell that consists of revisiting everything. You see the film of all the unbelievable pieces you have allowed in, you relive the concrete situations that evoked the most intense emotions and then the reliving shifts to neutral observation, embracing yourself through the realisation of how intense it has been and how strong you have been. All those fiercenesses are linked to the interaction with your twin, but he too is allowed to be released from that, because after all, it was in function of that profound healing. Your twin had to fulfil this role. You get to the point where you continue to cherish him, but no longer feel the desire to come together physically. It is no longer necessary. And that is the point that is very critical, because only then can there be a profound shift in masculine energy. Mind you, this is a point that is deeply felt, a truth that you experience internally, a state of being and not an intention from willpower!

Now everything can be released, physically, mentally, emotionally. Now you can release your twin from the dark depths he had to touch in you through his behaviour, so that you could transform and integrate these pieces. Now everything that has been may be forgotten, the roles may be laid aside, you may be completely released from the story that has been playing between you. The story on which so many pain pieces from other lives were based. Lives where you lost each other in tearful ways and that pain lived in the cellular memory of both components for centuries. Arriving at this still point, the curtain falls on all that has been. Now he can make the connection with himself, just as you can and from the connection with himself an unconditional connection with each other arises.

Take advantage of this period, when you can unwind and allow your energy to fully blossom, as a human being, as a woman, as a source of love. See life as a tribute to all that you embody, and use the space made available for you to express this. Only then can the male twin feel safe to surrender to himself, only then can he transform and allow the dark deep layers within himself to be integrated, only then can he heal and awaken, and when he looks through these waking eyes, the first thing he sees is you!

Be open to meet again, stripped of what has been, in the full potential of this divine love for each other.

© Maria Quesada