When you feel that intimate connection with another person, who embodies everything you feel such an inexplicably intense love for, that your entire energy system seems to be taken over by a force that cannot be resisted, the one who at the same time also touches rock hard and mercilessly the deepest wounds and fears within you...... a weeping heart is the result, a heart open to healing.

When you feel so immensely attracted and so repelled at the same time.......

When you no longer know who you are or what is still reality or an illusion.......

When your tears expose your whole soul and you can still only feel a deeper than deeper tear......

When your whole soul cries out and your heart seems to lead you to even more pain......

When you get short-circuited by everything that happens and is so contrary to the love you thought you were sharing......

.......dan sooner or later you will come to the point where you have to choose for yourself out of love for yourself.

.......dan there comes a moment when you let the other person go, because by continuing this dynamic you would only be giving a statement to the universe: " Go on, I haven't had enough, I want to feel more pain."

Part of this almost inhuman process is to let go of even those with whom you are connected beyond time and space, beyond the ego..... because everything indicates that there is no other way, unless you want to deny and sacrifice the most precious thing in yourself. However, that is not the goal of soul love.... The goal is to establish a pure connection with yourself, be whole within yourself, that does not mean, however, that you have to be strong and will no longer feel sadness..... but the periods when you feel good become longer.

You can then only invest in yourself and make sure your life radiates that love you have felt so deeply, but apparently were not allowed to be tangible (yet)...... because there was so much noise in between.

"WE ALL CRY FOR THE LOVE WE LEFT BEHIND!"

Soul Love never ends though, you carry her with you and that is a huge wealth, but at times our hearts weep another tear because it seems we had to choose against it.....

It may, it can, it will be when the noise has disintegrated into 1000-thousand particles of neutralised memories of pain, trauma and insecurity....

Know that the heart is open and love always IS.

Crying heart, cry when you need to cry, suppress nothing, quite but......

It IS good!

© Maria Quesada