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LOOKING BACK ON WHAT HAS BEEN

In a totally unguarded moment, the cosmos placed your essential other on your path and you were catapulted straight into a profound inner journey destined to embody a level of consciousness so needed in this world. Looking back on that inner journey, it is fair to say that you felt a lot of sadness and pain. You felt torn as your primal wounds were exposed. You went through a very process gone after you met your twin soul, the one who was and seems to remain so unreachable, even though he/she is closer than anyone else. The next phase is here: balancing the energy between you and your twin soul so that what has been can truly integrate and so that space can be provided for what may come.

Separation

There were several phases of separation, some even lasting for years. Now these were necessary to live through and integrate everything you touched in each other. The pain was so intense because you saw the other as separate from yourself. You may even be in separation right now, expecting nothing more. It is quite possible that you are even completely done with it, because the same dynamic kept repeating itself endlessly. However, you have grown enormously and have come to a broader consciousness regarding. the connection. Nobody knows what will follow, but that it does not end here is a fact. The universe is in control and will determine, based on everyone's heart rate, when it is time to welcome the next developments.

 

Was it what you thought?

It could also be that you had another experience and at some point came to the conclusion that, on reflection, this person was not the one you thought they were. You may have moved on, detached from the person. After all, enough is enough. And sometimes certain stories need to be lived through to be completed. Then you still had to deal with someone who somehow influenced the way you think about yourself and see yourself. in that sense, that person was also a essential others, but not your twin soul. But perhaps just now you have become more aware than ever that you have a connection that can never cease to exist and cannot be controlled in any way. A connection that is under universal direction and for which earthly energy can now be balanced in relation to each other. The barriers against love were largely dissolved and your experience with each other to date may continue to be processed, for none of it was easy. And a lot of incomprehensible things happened, words and actions that made you feel confused, lonely in the cold and doubtful about everything. At some point, as an embodiment of the feminine energy, you drew a line, still unaware of the fact that this also completely fit into how it was meant to be at that point in your awakening process. You probably resigned yourself to the fact that it is what it is.

 

The dance continues in other ways

You know the soul's grief of breaking through personal limitations, the grief of spiritual growth. The encounter with your essential other took you beyond your limiting beliefs, your illusionary self-image and transported you into the realms of a broader consciousness. The whispers of your soul became stronger. You defeated your inner dragons and began to feel who you originally are. You gained insights that transcended your former image of love and the world. You felt the emptiness that was inevitable when you were thrown back on yourself to find so much beauty there in that silence, so much fulfilment. You gained many insights. Love has welcomed you, because you have found love within yourself and are increasingly gaining confidence that life wants to give you everything that is essential to you in this alignment, even if it may deviate from your expectations. Love has become greater than fear and now it comes down to finding the balance between your energies. The dance now continues in other ways.

 

A new cycle of encounters

As mentioned, many have been on the road for years. After often very long phases of separation, a new cycle of encounters has apparently been underway for some time. That may be true for you: a renewed encounter with your essential other in an expanded version of self, broader than the ghost of who he/she was, broader than the shadow of who yourself once thought you were.

 

You are more than you thought you were

You know how special intense this process is, where you die a thousand deaths, but like a Phoenix, you also rise again from the ashes, from the noise and limiting beliefs and belief systems of your past that have served to help you survive in this society. You realise that you are gradually beginning to experience that you are more than what you thought you were, you feel that there are talents and gifts within you ready to be harnessed. You know what this new group of people will discover in themselves the moment the meeting takes place with the one you are connected to beyond time and space, even if the personalities clash and even if the lives do not match.

 

No one could understand

It was virtually impossible to be able to talk to anyone about it. Who understood it? Virtually no one, because it cannot be understood and explained if it is not experienced yourself. You got well-meaning advice from people who saw you wasting away. Unfortunately, this often sent you back and forth, something that essentially aggravated your process quite a bit? Know that you can be of great significance right now, and you are probably also being reminded inwardly that you can make a vital contribution to the shift from fear to love at this time.

 

 

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