Thank you very much for your trust in me and for continuing to read the whispers faithfully, especially given that I have not been able to make any new energy translations. It became clear to me once again that the whispers are actually timeless and that you always enter another level of meaning and transmission as your own development expands and broadens. And that has certainly been the case last year. How much we again lived through and transformed parts of ourselves, liberated from outdated visions. We were further opened and invited to really let go of relativities.

2022 was another very eventful year for all of us. We were kept well occupied and situations arose that were destined to let go of further control and come to surrender as much as possible of what life presented to us. Unconscious influences became conscious with all their effects and consequences. Unbelievable what a person can carry around without actually knowing about it, but when the time is right, it presents itself and things become clear. I myself could experience that miracles are unfolding where I was thrown back deep into the dark and heavy energy of hopelessness and hopelessness, precisely because of circumstances I had no control over and everything seemed to slip away from me. It seemed like 2022 was the year of resolving family karma and dealing with themes that belonged to my ancestors and were passed on to come to completion. Dynamics became painfully clear where I had always thought otherwise. The hurt and sad inner child was magnified, images from the past presented themselves on repeat, anger and all kinds of other emotions became raw and intensely palpable where I had previously thought I was not so bothered by them. However, it went deep, to the basis of who I have become.

2022 was also the year when many of us felt further removed from our essential other than ever before. Roles towards each other have long since changed. My essential other really tried all kinds of entrances to reconnect, but I couldn't and don't. It also just felt like looking for an entrance only to experience the same dynamic again. Throughout 2022, I was unable to allow him in, a natural boundary seemed to have presented itself that I had no trouble at all, precisely because love is so intense and cannot be denied. I cannot support or allow him into the version of himself that he expresses now, even now after 18 years. The same patterns repeat themselves, the same behaviour. I pass, not from an emotional charge, but from a naturally anchored point where I consider myself worth more than this and am grateful for the depth I have been allowed to feel and experience from within myself. Our interaction would in no time get bogged down again in everything it is not meant for, it would degenerate into everything I don't want, namely the sneaky, the forbidden, the hidden, Me as the shadow woman and him continuing his life as it always was, keeping our connection secret and fitting me in when it suits. The point has clearly arrived where physical contact or a physical relationship is no longer desired. I can truly let him go and without being bothered by it because of unmet expectations, let him do what he thinks he should do. There are no more expectations, there haven't been for some time. Our essential others may find the divine sparkle in themselves, that sparkle we were all allowed a taste of when we first met and then were thrown back into the dark areas of our souls to heal and be able to rise into our essence. Apart from this sparkle, there can be no pure and clean connection as it is meant to be and our essential other loses the magical glow an attraction that once activated us to find our self.

Many of us who represent the feminine energy in this connection are currently experiencing the same thing. Where we were euphoric and felt our energy going out to our essential other every second, it is totally different now. There is a functional disconnection in the service of the opportunities offered to our essential others and in the service of ourselves, because there is life after the Twin experience. And it has to be that way. We are no longer to be found where we once stood ready from our desire to be able to mould this connection into an earthly form. Loose we are not, but we are anchored in ourselves and nurturing love. We protect the origin of the connection and respect the love that has awakened in us in a very pure form and made itself known through the ultimate detachment of desires based on old wounds and fears. We have been allowed to feel it, we have felt its working. And in that respect, it is no longer important what our essential other chooses to do. It is up to us to stay very close to ourselves, in truth, in surrender, feeling what we feel without judgement or urge to want to do it perfectly.

We are not allowed to deny ourselves and what we stand for. We may be ourselves and let this love work through us, we were deeply touched and entered dimensions that are not earthly. We will know when the male and female energy equal to each other can realise the most beautiful expression of love earthly. In the meantime, we ourselves may create the dimension that makes our passion flow and enriches ourselves and our environment.

Wishing you all the best for 2023!

Love,

Maria

*Beautiful lyrics to beautiful music.